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Lloyd
I don't want anybody else..

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another update in the space of a week? wow

Anyway, i thought it would be nice to have an actual update. Spend the whole week missing a certian sick friend (havent seen him in ages. I hope he’s ok...) but for once, I actually had something of a free time this week: mostly due to three stranger’s birthdays falling within three days of each other, so there wasn’t much choice that I was going to have a busy weekend.

Anyway, lets start from monday, I beleive it warants a lot of attention.

There;s a guy I’ve been speaking too for the better part of a year online (he’s shy. bless...) and we FINALLY arranged to meet up for drinks on monday evening. So I came down to tottenham court road, picked him up, and we did a few bars, and ended up walking through St James Park for the better part of the night. The fun thing was we never actually ran out of things to talk about this whole time: I mean, there’s only so much you can say to each other until that awrkward moment that you cant really speak (which is why sex is a great pasttime sometimes: less speech, loads of arkward posistioning, followed by relief. then you have LOADS to talk about. if not, just go to bed. Usually works anyway).

Anyway, I dropped him off at Victoria, he kissed me goodbye (awwwww it was so cute.... well, it would have been if I was not so nervous about getting gay bashed all the way home. lets just say I kept to the more populated side of the streets from then on), and we arranged to meetup on friday evening at the same place.

wednesday I recieved the weirdest phonecall of my life: one of my dungeons & dragons friends, Tavis, has actually got channel 4 to come film us playing our silly game on live TV for the morning After show on sunday. I didnt believe him until the producer turned up at the session to boost our confidence. Naturally I was all for it! i mean... it was sunday. I would do the date friday night, then that sunday night. its sorted.

THURSDAY brought a halt to my plans by far. turns out two friends had their birthdays on saturday. which meant that I was going to spend all saturday attending two different parties. joy. But its ok.. hopefully me and my date would probabbly be done walking through St James by 10 just like the last time.... riiiiiiiight

friday evening. I get a call saying he wants to meet me at his place cause he’s got a crapload of work. I already know whats going to happen. Don’t get me wrong. I dont think he planned it that way, and i gave him ample leverage to back off and arrange for another day. But for one thing he was going to spain this week (did I tell you he was spanish?), and wont see me for a month. Also I figured he REALLY wanted to try and take things slow (must have been hurt once in a long relationship. I understand that), and didnt want sex to cloud his judgement. but he said “well.. yeah... see you tonight Lloyd.” And I’m not going to complain: after all, maybe we might actually be at his place and not get our clothes off. if he wants to see if he really wants to have sex, its his choice. not mine.

I get ther for something like 7. and we end up talking again til lsometime like 12.. before nature takes its course. Needless to say I will not be going into any details of what transpired throughout the night, but all I know is I woke up at 9 in the moring having gone to bed at 8:30. and I had to go.. i had a birthday party to attend.

Saying my goodbyes, and hoping to hook up after he gets back (he is a really really nice fellow, i dont think he fancies me that much, but I can tell he would make someone a great boyfriend someday.*sigh* thats me, forever single. as usual), and rushed down to the first birthday party. It was that of my first, he had a few other people there, and we ended up playing Xbox all afternoon (sorry.. just so you know i have childlike qualities to the extreme). as the clock hit

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