Fropm Faith to Saving Face: the half-august entry of Lloyd Gyan
HADOOOOOOKEN!!!.jpg Yes! you guess it! ITs that time of the month... no wait I’ve already done that intro haven’t I. Darn. I need a life.
Well everyone has been writing in their journal lately, and I’ve been feeling jealous, so I thought I’d do another super update juuust for you people hehehe
Ok.. before We begin this Journal entry there’s something I would like to note: my last entry had FAR too many ?s in them for some reason.. in fact it came in over and over again. I have no idea why, and someday I will go back and change them around, but for now I will just leave them as it is because I am a very very lazy boy.
Secondly: I forgot to include that I had gone to London Pride the week before the XXL party. Quick update: It was rather fun, people where dressed funny everywhere, and alamac was dressed like a gayer which SCARED me. Nikki popped down, its always great to see her again because she just totally owns my socks off, especially since she didn’t bring her damn meddling dog of doom either hehehehe.
Loads of good floats, with a pink tank and stuff (I WANT ONE!) and although we were walking next to the bisexual parading people (scary stuff, people thought we were with them. Like. Ew.) we certainly enjoyed outselfs hehe.
God I was so embarrassed to see the XXL carriage go past, with scott and thedude giving me funny looks and comments. It was so embarrassing; I’ve never seen so many cute people in a single place at one time before… I did my best not to ogle, because I find it rude when people do it around me (not at me, that won’t be rude at all, that would be awesome), but my burning loins of stupidity took over and I stared to my hearts content :D.
On our way there we passed a couple of Christrain protesters, something I have been putting out of my mind for the last two years. Various yells and screams of filthy faggots and the lord coming down to burn my soul ran throughout the group. Of course, the paraders weren’t having none of it or anything, but it did do my head in. So what they’re telling me is that I have a disease, and because of that I am going to burn for eternity. An un-curable disease. Thanks guys. You’ve made my life SO much better now. Instead of sympathising you’re just going to rub it in and hate me for a ‘disease’ you think I have. Some Christians you are, you’re no worse than terrorists.
Which is why, at the party, when a TV presenter for Choice FM came up to me to interview me for them I said ‌hell yeahâ€! It was quite funny, I was standing with thedude and bump when he approached. When he said Radio station, I could see them slowly backing away, but then he pointed at me and they suddenly returned, eyes blazing with mischief and looking at me, grinning. Silly silly poofters. Anyway he only wanted to ask me about how I found being a black gay man was like. Which I told him. In spades.
Anyway, back to the update
This month I have been spending a lot of time in the Chubby chasers room in Gaydar, not because I want sex (which isn’t really that important to me) but because I was bored. And god do I get bored in there!
Its weird, with the freakcity group there is a lot of drama going on, but its individual. When drama does happen between members it is usually short, fast, and results in one disappearing. And It rarely happens. But in there certain things are told and said that really make me wonder if it is worth it being gay in the first place. Rumours, stories, things about people I know and care about being told in two different ways.. I found out something rude about a friend, and I knew I should have defended them, but the last thing I needed was to pick sides.<
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