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Right.. october.. lets see if I can remember:

Starts off with Windypops:

Went to windypops for the second time ever! was as bad as the last time. I can’t remember why I went... ho wait: now I remember: i was in the neighbourhood. Dan, a friend of mine, was applying for the gay rugby team, and I was there for moral support. Yay.

So I turned up. Meet bittersweet for the first time (he’s awesome!) and spent the night over at scotts, then bugged off home as fast as I could: becasue Uni started that day.

Yep. great stuff.. on a bit of a part-time course now to make life easier, so thats not so bad... I finally had some free time! YAY! look out everybody!

Fridat the 7th of october: I got a very bad message from someone (whom, although they LOVE to rub it in my face in their journal entries, I will not mention here because I would still like to think that he’s a friend and not someone to tell the rest of the world that I don’t speak to anymore) said they didn’t want to speak to me anymore. Then my mom called and cried on the phone about why I was distancing myself away from my family. Then she cried some more and told me that she watned to see me. Yeah Yeah. Great day. I got so depressed i played FF all day (finally beat that Yunalesca Bitch! YEAH!)

Anyway, long story short (as I REALLY am not allowde on the computer right now and I want to make this brief: so sorry man, no long paragraphs about what I feel about this) I went round england visiting every other friend i know. York to see sarah, southhampton to see Nick, Dave, and Tony, Leeds to see Uncle Danny, (sadly I didn’t get a chance to go to watford to see theDude, which sucked.)

But all in all, I somehow ended up back at retro that friday, tired, knackered, and feeling like I could stangle someone. So I went with smess and scott to white swan! YAY!

Went home to find out my auntie pat (who complains about everything I do) was coming round the next day. and she insulted everything I did! YAY!

I had an argument with my mom that day, (was very silly, but I have never been angry enough to actually argue with my mom before.. which was scary..) and I ran away from home to retro that night to stay away from everyone. Thank god for you guys... always there for me.

I did a lot of hiding pre-october bash, kept coming down to retro just to get away. there’s only so much I can do. mage promised me that he would say my name at the bash during the speech to really embarrase me after we had a bit of a moment together.

October bash: THEY WERE SELLING ORANGE JUICE FOR 99p!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS BEYOND HYPER! EVERYONE WAS THERE! PEOPLE ARWE AWESOME! skywalker SCARES ME! But its all good! I wish I had time to describe what happened.. heh... maybe later.

Mom arrived the day after, went to meet her in the car. Finally saw my mom for the first time in 5 years. I missed her.

and next journal entry.. the real thing. Not tonight.. but I will.

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