Purgatory
I can’t believe I had to stand nearly the whole way to work this morning due to “a person being taken ill on a train 400 miles away on the other side of LondON”. I daren’t make eye contact with anyone after the trouble that kicked off last week on the way to work. Came close to brown on brown violence. Not needed at 8.00am in the morning.Changing jobs isn’t proving to be the most fundamentally important thing in my life which is odd. Given it seems to be where I spend most of my time and when I’m not there it prays on my mind anyway I would have thought I would be considering everything and weighing up all the options more thoroughly than I am actually doing. Maybe I’m past the point of caring. On the other hand I’ve had to go to so many different offices in the last 8 years and meet and get on/not get on with lots of new people very quickly so going someplace new isn’t too daunting.
Waiting for the thick white envelope is getting a bit frustrating now. More frustrating than getting the thin brown one. I had the interview, the personality test to see if you’re crazy, provided references and now I have to wait seemingly ages. My affection for my current job continues to yo-yo in the meantime on a daily basis. Not good today. Didn’t leave the office until 7.45pm.
I can’t believe it is 8 years ago to the day tomorrow that I started my so-called career and in that time I have grown to think about doing something else. A lot. Maybe life is too short...
Last modified: Thursday, April 9th, 2026 at 9:24am
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