Plausability
I DID IT!I did it!
It’s the first time I’ve had a good go at it since June; since i got back from Barcelona; other times I’ve just had a five minute quickie first thing in the morning, or last thing at night, but last night I did it – 4 hours and I loved every minute of it – standing up as well!
I can tell you the relief that I’ve still got it – the action is still there and my wrists, ankles and back ache so much I think I may need a chiropractor to put me right again.
Isn’tIroning wonderful?
Both Leon and Lois both have tried to drive over me on my way home. It won’t be those bastards who get their hands on my flat if I’m bumped off indiscriminately.
I stared at the phone today fearing each time it rang in case my new friend called back. She called me 17 times on Friday and in the end I had to get someone to call her back to shout at her, as I’m always wary about shouting at knife-edge people (sorry cynds 😉 )
Each time a new number flashed up on the phone, I could hear the Omen theme tune playing in my head and the red flashing lights burning themselves like hot iron pellets in my forebrain.
Alas she didn’t call and I skipped home.
Life is crap sometimes, isn’t it? Mine at the moment has become a bit monotonous. My goal of being self-emplyed and self-sufficient seems further away than ever, and I’m getting rather pissed off with this self-imposed exile that I have put myself in so I can concentrate on getting this new future together.
It would seem true that all work and no play makes Jill a very dull boy. There are also lots of other things that make me very dull. I think its the distinct lack of “situations” in my life recently that have made me extremely self-concious and introverted. I’ve become very boring, I find, if I wasn’t very boring to start off with.
I’m getting unfit and I’ve always associated that with unhappiness and I don’t seem to be as appealing to anyone anymore. I look old, haggard and slow and with Christmas approaching, that’s not what you’re allowed to be.
It would seem that when you should be at your most happiness, you’ve never got as much as you wanted.
Now I have a big void in my work-life I’m finding it hard to fill it with anything useful. I think I miss being the bread-winner and working hard for what I’ve got.
Others would say I was a miserable bastard with more than they ever wanted.
I’ve always been demanding
I think I need to buy some nice new purple Hom pants to cheer myself up 😜
Random Thought: I’m sure there are more significant uses of the internet than trying to buy Nigella Lawson’s blue & cream biscuit/cake tins
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