Afterlight
I’ve had a lazy day.Spent the day doing housework mainly, pottering around just trying to relax. Did some weights yesterday for the first time in about 6 months so at least I’ve cracked that barrier.
Friday I had to remortgage my flat to save my parents from financial peril (*again) I thought it was supposed to be the other way around.
I’m toying with which direction to take myself next. For the past three years I’ve been following moving targets and not getting far. I ought to lock myself in a dark room this week while I have the chance adn give myself a good talking to. I left the remortgage as open as possible so if I want to up sticks and go somewhere else I can do.
That’s so me – so non-committal – maybe not non-committal, but I feel theres always small-print with me – I don’t know if anyone else sees it like that.
I had news today that the Crow was retiring – theres a turn up for the books
Perhaps I should go back to Northampton and assume her job. It would be good for me as at least I wouldnt have to learn a new role over again. A wise man said though that you should never go back.
Even if I did it wouldnt be the same.
Work up early today in a stupor. There was a tornado here at 7.10am this morning (*apparently) The wind and rain certainly woke me up – and all of my shorts were still on the washing line.
See I’m a first-class pegger.
So I’m still a bit peed off in general. The F’s called me from Malta to ask how Wednesday’s battle went. I had a few strips torn off me, but I’ll live – I said. I’m sick of fighting other people’s battles whilst I get mercilessly slaughtered in my own
Oh what (a) to do.....
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