Freakcity

plus over the last few weeks ive begun to hate my flat, its nice but im just far to lazy to do anything, i should finish it. Plus ive felt really down at the moment, nothing is going right, ive wasted 2 weeks of my holiday doing nothing but sit around watching tele and chatting on gaydar, what a waste.

Still Matt is popping round to get his hair cut near me tommorrow so ill drag myself back into Brum with him and may just end up going somewhere.

Back to work next week, cant wait, i think stopping and not having anything to think about work has made my brain drift into other things, this is causing me to think about all the wrong things.

I may do London Thursday or Friday, shop and sightsee a bit, i just dont like sitting here at home bored and thinking about all thats wrong.

<<Can’t fly away, can’t fly away from me, I’ll grab your wings and pull back down

Can’t walk away, can’t walk away from me, can’t you understand we’re ment to be

I’ll be the souls on your feet

Your sticky sheet

Your big black cloud on a sunny day

I’ll be your shoulders chip, your sinking ship

Dont' try to turn the page, it’s not that easy to split >>

Once again i need to sit back and look at everything, i need a break from things and from me, something will happen just dont know what. I may join a Gym, bound to meet some cute lad there *lol*