Blah... morningness
Sunday morning and I’ve woken up feeling like I’ve drunk a bottle of whiskey, yet I only had one WKD blue last night. Bit pathetic really, though I really was quite tired after wandering about in the freezing cold last night.There’s been an awful lot of arguing between Sean and I all week. Thursday turned into another round of it, and yet more yesterday.
My plans got shafted around so much. Was supposed to be seeing Stevie on Friday, but he cancelled because he’d ‘left his phone at his sisters’, so I went over to Owen's instead for the evening and chilled with him, Alan, and eventually Naveed.
Stevie and I made plans to see each other on Saturday (as I’d cancelled my media training trip, and going to Jack’s party because I was feeling shitty). Somewhat predictably Stevie then cancelled again due to ‘having no sleep and feeling shit’. Chicken.
After deliberating with myself for some time I decided to go and meet Sean and his best friend Martin for smoothies at Ed’s Diner. That was quite fun, though more arguments and relationship discussions occured when Martin left.
We reached the point of understanding I think, and I was actually able to articulate that I needed time, and that if he assumed it was over and treated it as such then I’d have nothing in the relationship that would appeal to me. I explained that he needs to let it be my issue not his, and if I get back to enjoying our relationship then the issue will go away, if not, then we’ll just have to end it.
I did go to Jack’s party for a little while... though really didn’t feel into it. Spent most of my time chatting to Jen Jen and Alex, also Jules when he wasn’t busy behind the bar.
Have a stonking headache. Really ought to get showered and out to the shops to buy food for the Mother’s day meal I’m cooking.
*cradles and rocks back and forth*
Random Thought: Ku Bar operates on a different time frame, the older I get, the younger the people there get.
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