my first time...
...of um doing this. woo... drunkenly putting my thoughts and feelings on the interwb for people to read so they can point and laugh at me 😊well, spose it was a normal saturday for me. did fuck all of any use. tho after speaking again to matt last night (u wont know who he is yet, but no doubt i’ll mention him a lot if i keep this up) im really glad this bastard week is over.
work is prolly the most stressful it’s ever been, in the 3 1/2 years ive been there. im the sole programmer on a £30k job – our first .NET job. im the first one in in the mornings, last to leave in the evenings, and have caught myself waking up in the night thinking about how to solve certain problems in the project. i have to learn the language whilst making sure the project’s completed by the end of march. i wouldnt mind so much if they paid/appreciated me summat decent.
to make things worse, it looks like matt is having a change of heart and is pulling away. fair enough i spose – i was warned, by my best mate, who is also chasing matt. i havent told me best mate about my side of the triangle 😞 suddenly being celibate doesnt seem that bad. its certainly a lot less messy (ho ho)
the folks are hassling me to see them now theyve finally moved in to a house, after their failed attempt to migrate to spain. and of course i have a new nephew to visit back there too. that’ll be interesting. trying to be gooey over a baby whilst trying not to lust over its father/my bro-in-law. its like a plot from east enders innit.
well thats enough issues exposed for one day i guess.
Random Thought: urgh
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