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Fuck it’s grim out there... (618)

pretty stations, even in the rain... (clicky)
pretty stations, even in the rain...
Cripes. Since I bought it I’ve taken 10,248 pictures with my camera, since buying it. No wonder it’s a bit ill 😉

Trundled off to Pontoon Dock (my first trip on the new DL...

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sundah. (549)

dizzyness is bad, right?

Up ahead in the distance...kent... (clicky)
Up ahead in the distance...kent...
Southend yesterday. My uncle remembered me (which was cool) and also gave us a small discount on the chips we consumed 😉

Paul had apparently tried to visit Dad a couple of yea...

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yay (732)

And right now we’re off to Sarfend because we’re bored 😉

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Whee. (573)

Going to Leeds, first class GNER. They’d better have salmon or I’m sulking 😉

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sod it. (652)

gonna go to Retro for a bit as I don’t want to be sat home on my own. And some medicinal vodka might help me feel less cack and/or sleep. I’ll get on with not drinking next week 😢

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grr. (602)

Feel crappy. Sat in work and don’t want to be. Want to be curled up at home on the sofa watching a DVD with a certain someone. But as that’s not so likely I’ll just settle for doing it on my own I spose 😢

Sore throat, feel dizzy, just in time for the weekend 😞

Bleh!

Song going round and ...

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erk (566)

I can’t sleep. I think I had too much pizza. Plus there’s a fucking dog yapping upstairs that I wish would just FUCKING DIE or something...

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Bleh. (633)

My boji stones taken at F/4.5 – how groovy ;) (clicky)
My boji stones taken at F/4.5 – how groovy 😉
Feel crappy. Am getting a cold I think...been working too much and being too stressed 😢

Waiting for pizza then I’m off to bed. Not sure about Retro...

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weh. (603)

Still can’t really deal with stuff...

Felt crappy yesterday. Feel a little better today. Work is still interesting, still learning more MVC stuff and how to integrate XMLC into controllers and the like. All very cool, though possibly a little scary.

Dave is waiting on availability for Leeds, we both have the time off now so looks lik...

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Teen angst stylee. I so need to be 12 again 😉 (561)

You had to sneak into my room ‘just’ to read my diary “It was just to see, just to see” All the things you knew I’d written about you... Oh, so many e

After the dust settles

When the way we think moves, changes

Running like water through a drain

One after the other, pieces of what we were

Flowing away like pieces of paper in the rain

Standing, watching, powerless to stop

Unaware of why it’s happening so fast

Grasping for the pieces of t...

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shitty day 😞 (476)

Too many things getting on top of me. Wish I had a solution to some of it but I don’t. Plus I’ve got a cold. Plus I’m trying to learn new stuff at work and my mind’s just not in it so I’m making stupid mistakes. Grr.

I want the sunshine back. What happened to the happy me?

Something will go ri...

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titter (589)

Qu’est-ce que c’est? Un baiser. Ca me fait fremir.

Hats off to the England cricketers for their achievements in the Ashes this summer, which rightly earned Andrew ‘Freddie’ Flintoff BBC Sports personality of the Year. Winning a two-team tournament against a nation with a much smaller population once in every ten attempts, then never shutting up abou...

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Over and done with. (632)

One present. Which was sweet. One message on here, which was also sweet. No flowers, no hugs, no kisses (Well, apart from this morning) so I go to bed alone and hug my duvet and imagine it’s the person I want it to be. I know it won’t ever be them again, have known this for a while, and that makes m...

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Pondering. (564)

And as we fall

We fall together

And as we die

We hold each other

Life is an illusion created by billions of sick minds. Physics tells us that observing something changes that something. So our perception of reality changes reality. Faith he...

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Sleepy (606)

David was 50 mins late. Fricken chasers, don’t know why I bother...he brought Mark out though and mogs and Alex were there too. Alex got scary hair. Alex is trying very hard to be Aslan I suspect.

A bit too much beer in BarCode then 79CXR for a bit more too much beer.

Went home.

This valent...

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This is cool... (651)

been writing stuff all day using MVC in the framework at work. Now I have to put it all together 😉

Muahaha! Freakcity v3 comes closer!

Although now I have to make it compile and actually work, which might be tricky...

It’s like being at college all over again, with exercises an stuff 😉

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Strange...II (559)

And try not to bleed on my couch I

I dreamt of Mrs Thatcher last night. Sat quietly at a coffee table at Liverpool St. I dreamt of hating her but pitying who she had become as she nodded her frail old head from side to side and muttered quietly to herself, words of madness. I decided, in my dream, that I hated the memory of her and t...

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Morning. Ish (644)

#I want the one I can’t have and it’s driving me mad

Do gaydar keep every single photo ever uploaded? Damn they must have some storage... (clicky)
Do gaydar keep every single photo ever uploaded? Damn they must have some storage...
Have to go to Ilford in a bit with a PC for Owen. Bleh. And I’m hungover. Did Retro then Swan last night, even though I sa...

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Worried... (668)

A friend of mine is leaving for Palestine soon. Some other of his friends are already there. I’m worried though. He’s not been the same since his gf split with him and I really think he’s going because he can’t bear to be here any more. He’s going out there to help children, as part of the circus, b...

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