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New Orleans – Heavily armed paramilitary mercenaries from the Blackwater private security firm, infamous for their work in Iraq, are openly patrolling the streets of New Orleans. Some of the mercenaries say they have been “deputized” by the Louisiana governor; indeed some are wearing gold Louisiana ...

Friday I booked tickets to see Serenity on 20th. Yay! Had met Warren for lunch – wandered to a lovely vegetarian restaurant in Neal’s Yard where he had the special and I had pizza. Arranged to meet him after work for Retro wanderings. Was Zzzp's 5th anniversary of coming to London so lots of ...

The palm’s clock appears to have gone squiffy so my alarm went off late. So I am very late. Grr. And it’s not 9:58 it’s 10:45. Bizarre.

There’s someone inside of me

And I can feel all their pain

The lengths I will go to to

Hide this

Are long. Blad.

Mostly feeling wired but disconnected. Bit like my server, which seems to have forgotten how Samba works. Grr. Decided not to go for the KHRP redesign pitch as I don’t have the ti...

I just decided to stop hiding the parts I don’t want you to see.

Then you might truly get to know me.

Out with Lucas last night – I met him Monday at CXR after David matchmade (or however you say it)

I predict a riot!

Did Retro with him after he was an hour late to meet me at CXR. Naugh...

David will understand

Joao will not

A choice between them was made, but not by me. But I have to live by it. Curious...it’s the choice I would have made anyway

I’m different. I started to show him last night. We’ll see if he can handle it. He told me truth he believed last night. Interesting. N...

Life endures. People drop away one by one but we find new ones. We are pack animals, nothing more, nothing less. But we are gifted in a way no other animal is – we are sentient in quite an unique way. We are alone in the fact that we have a concept of our own mortality – this leads us to false gods ...

Deeply cool. Fab people. Free toast. Civilisation. What more can I say? Went through the stuff I need to do to get things working right. Had lots of input into ideas, which was good. Very good 😊

So doing CSSy things today, plus troubleshooting some bits.

Instant coffee is banned here 😁

Friday 2nd September 2005

In a prerecorded message aired last night on Arab television stations, Osama Bin Laden’s top lieutenant Sam Am Tha Mumbah claimed that the devastation wrought on New Orleans was divine intervention from Allah – revenge on the USA for its middle eastern policy.

He warn...

shiny • 9:15: Camp.

It’sSaturday+ and people are waking up. Someone is whistling “Banana Phone” from Mozza's tent. Disturbing. Think the country air has warped his brain.

+Thursday and we lef...

...am being looked at funny because of the HoffShirt. All you campers will get to see it ce soir 😉

Here’s the image ==>

or freakcity.net/pics/Scott6196edone.jpg for a full sized dodgily jpegged versio...

Can we keep it sunny? Well, I shall try.

Orangeness of yesterday was spectacular. Green clouds, purple clouds, blue clouds. All colours.

Work lunch yesterday. Photoshopped pic of Baywatch with my head pasted on Hoff, and the rest of the team on everyone else. Card reading “You’re Hoff” which Pet...

It was a fucking Hoff Tshirt. But one with a difference. I shall wear it tomorrow to scare the locals of Somerset...

Work are plotting something for my last day tomorrow. Apparently I’ll “not forget” them. If it’s a signed Hoff tshirt I’m telling.

Met up with James and David after work in the Admiral Dunk. Horrible place. Matt was there who I used to chat to years and years ago on gay.com which was kinda intere...

they flutter behind you your possible pasts

some brighteyed and crazy some frightened and lost

a warning to anyone still in command

of their possible future to take care

in derilict sidings the poppies entwine

with cattle trucks lying in wait for the next time

do you remember me? how we used t...

Hello Steve. Nice to see at least someone reads this

Apparently Adam told David "wait until the morning and read my blog, I’m going to piss lots of people off"

Grumpy. The whole flat kept me up until 4 fucking AM. Adam was at Windypops but didn’t talk to me. Apparently he was going to talk to me when he got in after loads of beer. A world of no. Atmosphere in the flat was killer. Joy. Gate keys failed so was stuck outside for half an hour too.

James was...

Friday was a horrible drunken broken mess. But fun otherwise. Received text from Adam saying he’d be home Sat. “Scott, we have much to talk about, I’m around tomorrow, it would be nice if you are around too so that we can talk, if not then I will find you another time. I hope you are well. Adam x”...

What is the point in all of this – in playing this game – if we are all predestined to lose at the end of it?

Why am I laying awake thinking of all possible futures when that future gets shorter day by day?

Have I really done what I set out to do?

And what of truth? I know what I can do, bu...

fell off the wagon, as predicted. Fell asleep on tube. ARGH

30 quid cab from Uxbridge.

I hate the world

OMFGOLOL ONE OF WESTLIFE IS GAY!!11

And in other news, the sun came up and the weather in England was shit.

Day 3 of no beers. Interesting. I’m in a position right now to watch its effects on me in a way I couldn’t before – noticed my energy is higher and I’m more awake – which is a good thing...

i am cyan, and beans are green Jon Stable [email protected]

i am cyan, and beans are green,

and we all live in

a yellow submarine.

my shoe’s blue, and you are too,

cats in raincoats

sniffing glue.

if you look in the book

when the pawn takes rook,

retaliate to check mate

because go...

Bad people night. Could really see the cracks in the group. Warren spent time poking one of them, not sure if he realised. But it’s all good – he’s ordered me food from Tesco because he’s naughty. Must make someone be in to accept delivery tomorrow.

Was nice to see huggie out and about. And ...