Meep. (406)
Drinking deaths soar by one fifth
So here I am on Le DLR. Contemplating my next move. Is it all just a game? James found something interesting on a bear site yesterday, hypocrisy. All I found were fucked up chasers looking for some fun when their boyfriends were out. João once told me he was just another fucked up chaser – I ...
Interesting... (268)
"The future is all around us, waiting, in moments of transition, to be born in moments of revelation. No one knows the shape of that future or where i
Limehouse Basin is lovely 😉 I appear to have been correct in my allusion yesterday morning...hello new reader! Hope you find this fun 😉
Now, apart from that, I got home yesterday to find the flat in a tip ...
Coo... (386)
10 people have viewed my journal since I posted it about an hour ago.
Maybe I should become a writer if I’m that in demand 😁
I forgot to mention the dodgy pr0nfest we had on Saturday because we were bored. German skinheads being shagged by people in gasmasks and rubber suits to cries from the s...
Random. (269)
I dub thee "Unforgiven"
Kieran & Kris by me Chilled weekend. Went out Friday night – ended up at Retro meeting Will and Warren for discussion around how things are moving in odd ways. Will departed, I abused my creditcard a little, th...
The thirteenth way (412)
Spread out in front of me are a myriad futures, some similar, some different. Each branches outwards, the branch branches, the whole of creation is thick with time. Some loop back some loop forward, some are pretty, some are dark. But almost all of them come to an end soon. And I don’t know why.
I... (452)
...shaved my own head yesterday. And it sorta looks ok 😉
Unforgiven (322)
Goodness. I’m on a tube and it’s being delayed. Who’d have thought?
I still have the urge to write down everything in my head but it’s less so now. I am finding the pieces of me inside here that I can mend what is broken. Feeling stronger every day.
Work do Weds at Kew Gardens. FAR too much ch...
Beautiful sympathy (431)
My heart, my love
I am yours for all time
My heart, my love
It is yours now
What I get in return
Is nothing short of surprising
Is nothing
But it’s all fine
My heart, my love
I am going soon
I will miss you
My love
Spinning wheels in the mire (420)
“To see the future is to be trapped by it” – The teachings of Muad’Dib
I’m on the old person’s bus again. I should really remember to get the bus before 9 when their freedom passes aren’t valid.
The Sun beats all previous stupid headline records with “Victor Meldrew found in space”. Chris Morris turns once again in his grave. Or he would do if he is dead.
The wor...
Considering this (420)
I am responsible for my own actions. If I am wrong then I am wrong, I freely admit it.
Why do other people shower everyone around them with blame? And why can’t people when they lie just admit to it instead of taking it out on the accuser.
Glastonbury’s Isle of Avalon camp site should have rec...
What is the point in truth if it can’t be used? (348)
Why tell someone something that could damage another person without telling them why or how?
What is the point in living a life filled with rumour and gossip.
And where is the use in keeping all your eggs in seperate insulated boxes
Way to go Tone... (280)
If you have a child handy, push it through a sieve
“Radical Cleric leaves Britain” screams the front page of the Metro. Yay – you just simultaneously made a martyr out of him whilst making yourself unaware of what he’s doing...plus the guy that left is (I think/feel) the one that said “Blame Blair for the bombings” which isn’t radical, it’s just fac...
Everything turns, even the worms (368)
"Why do I spend valuable time with people who don’t care if I live or die?"
Aww. Pwetty picture Spinning around in my head is the notion to escape. The notion that great people are doing great things around me and all I need to do is stand up and make my voice heard. I close my e...
The power of goodbye (472)
More surreal dreams, not entirely sure I remember any part of the dream. I remember being stabbed because I chose to distract some bad people from their existing victim (who got away). I also remember feeling entirely sure I was in control until I was stabbed – when I realised I wasn’t in control at...
About last night (417)
"Isn’t it strange, G’Kar? When we first met, I had no power and all the choices I could ever want. And now I have all the power I could ever want, an
one of the pics I took of Dan at the weekend So last night I had the most amazingly surreal dreams. They included fragments from locations in other dreams (there’s a whole city in my head, it features quite often) -...
Truth Appears (408)
Truth appears, unveiled behind a construct of mirrors and mime
I don’t know why I feel poetical in my blogs of late
Maybe it’s because I like the rhythm
Or because pretentiousness has consumed my soul
Small things appear and dissappear in time with your feelings
Parts of the outside break in ...
One door closes... (482)
...and another one opens.
I will continue, safe in the knowledge that it is right.
Others may not agree, but they are wrong 😉
Woah (417)
Spent the weekend at Dan’s to escape from the madness in my flat plus the madness in my head. Dan and Gaz are the only ones who are actually helping at the moment as everyone else is just part of the problem. So saw him Saturday and chilled out and watched a film.
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Changing faces (431)
So close no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us so...
I... (510)
...appear to have a new job. Yay me!
Quietly apart (328)
To you it may seem like apathy, this watching, this waiting
To me it seems like saving a life
I look through everyone, finding the people I keep with me
All fractured. I am drawn to the breaks, a pain junkie
Knowing I have the power to heal but not the confidence to be able
Hiding what I am, wh...
And so it begins... (408)
Where did I lose myself?
I am a slave once again to how I feel inside. Nothing seems to stop it. People tell me all they want but I know what truth is. And I know when they use it.
I need to get away, I need a break, that much is sure. I also kneed far more from David than I’m going to get so I ...
Cry me a river... (375)
...is apparently really mean about Britney and why some (presumably white and heterosexual) blogger doesn’t like Justin Timberlake. Because I’m sure that Mr Timberlake like gives a shit or something...
Weird Day. Adam came home – did his Tarot – Wheel of fortune as the outcome and seven of cups i...
It’s raining in my flat! (386)
Home last night – really bad mood – would like to say “not sure why” but I know. Talked to Johnny some – he was complaining about his voice not being good enough again. Told him he’ll never be happy if he spends his whole life wishing to have the voice of other people.
It was raining in my fl...
Life sucks (385)
Things you have cherished
Now making you squirm
Ya ...
YOU’VE HAD HER
And it’s all over now
Why you were pining
You haven’t a clue
Ya ...
YOU’VE HAD HER
And it’s all over now
It’s all over now – for you
It’s all only started – for her
Ah ...
And the one thing on your mind
Is ...